Today I met a lot of people at once with a lot of interaction, which I haven’t done in a long time.



There face that I would fee in the subway of in the street.



Meeting them leaving their stone, especially the first round of introduction.



made me realize there is more to those facer, made each person more special /



unique rome how change the way l will be people in the future. Less judgemental.








At some point I got annoyed when it became too much about leaning Arno r Ari



because that’s not really the problem, or so I thicked myself into thinking.



I was the last one out to leave the room to get the building, which only shows my reluctance still.




I don’t know what I want to do with my life, but I know at the moment I am not living for myself,



living through somebody else.







I need to know that I can be independent, to do thin. I want more avt of my life, then arrenthy.



Ineed to challenge myself more, or life is going to pasy me.



I want to see how far I can make it, explore my talents.







develop them . I was scared , that's living I hid bevis Arno r Air.



The carryelling ression, if I can about it, did not really help me trem endarly in changing myself.



I felt it too simple. But what it did teach me war that its an instant,



it daernt work just by knowing it, you need to AoT an it.








I met all solz of pel to day , sb afraid of their tather,

 

so who cares too much about what other think of them,



shy ppl, ob who met a manied man, guy who ran away them worry woman with canar.








Love me first, if you love yourself , you can love others.



I realize that I don’t really, or else I would not have spent the last 5 yearly their way.